Baby photos.

Just finally found (or rather introduced to) my baby photos. All I have seen previously is me aged circa 3 year old. Nothing beforehand. I don't know why. Just haven't. I'd just assumed that in 25 years of having not seen any photos, that they just didn't exist. 

Well I was wrong and my god I wish I'd never seen them. 

In almost all of them I'm convinced I'm a boy. I'm also convinced that actually those photos are of my dad as a kid - not me. I look fat. A rash all over my face and very rarely happy. It's only as I grow up that I seem to have developed a smile and not a bewildered look on my face. 

I'm no expert on babies in the slightest so I don't know if this is normal at all. Maybe all babies look like they're androgynous and miserable as sin.  But from my mind this certainly explains a lot about where and how I am now.