It's not new to me that I seem to have an addictive personality. I can do the same thing over and over again from drink to eating the same thing to watching programmes non-stop. I seem to lack the thing that most people have called Reason. In the past, I've bordered on obsessive in nearly every aspect of my life. And right now I think I've put on my finger on the main culprit - Work.
I've recently had this epiphany that I have to be working. Whether it be paid work, voluntary work, course work, writing on this, working for fan sites, organising things, setting myself unobtainable objects...everything. I just can't stop working. And when I asked the teachers in three different staffrooms whether they thought teaching took over their life, that they'd wake up thinking about teaching, that they sat on the toilet and thought about it, that it never escaped their minds and they all said - yes. Most people would be quite thrown by this, but I found myself suddenly really excited about it. This is most definitely the job for me!
And so thanks to all this working I have had very little time to write on this, or to think (yey!). But I would, if I could work it, post the pictures up here that I've taken recently. Unfortunately for now, I best leave things!
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