And relax.

Today feels like the end of my placement.  It's not, it's not by a long shot but it's getting there.  No more constant emails or texts through my own private time.  No more working til midnight (meh it'll happen still but never mind).  No more sleepless nights thinking about lessons.

It's done.

It's over.

Well not really but almost.

I still have two days and two lessons to do.  But the worst is over.  The report is done and now I'm just tying up all the loose ends up.  Life may resume again.

But whilst I'm looking up Buddhism stuff for tomorrow.  Check out this meditation video :)  Relaxes me :)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GJjafJouvt4

Parents.

I'm 22.  I'm slaving at a full time post-graduate certificate of Education.  And I hate my life.

My parents have always been omnipresent in my life.  Now think of that as a God-like quality.  They are always there, they are always influencing me, they are always pressurising me.  But they are never actually there.