Still no idea what's going on. Clueless from the start,

Having been revealed that I've got my own job back. Yes that's right. Mess me around with interviews, stress, jobless and job- full. They finally ask me back. 

And yet I still have no idea where I'm going...

Tuesday, they said. Tuesday. 

So I will find out tomorrow whether it's year 1 or 3 or, god really hope not, 5. I don't think I could stand another year with my current class!!  

Relax...

A job shouldn't make you think about it 24/7, make you lose sleep over it, feel stressed.  It certainly shouldn't make you cause minor bodily harm to yourself or pull down your relationships.


It took the words of one person to make this realise.

What's more important?

"Someone else's child that you see for a year and never again; or the boyfriend who you love and cherish",

I went into this profession to make a difference.

And I am.

I just didn't realise what a difference to my own home life it would have...

Don't lose everything over a job.
Remember that.
Don't burn yourself out after a year when you could have 40 years left in the profession...

Just a bit of advice there!