The beginning of the end

One week down in final place practice.
Seven more teaching weeks to go.
Two weeks of 'enhancement weeks'.
3 days of Uni paperwork.
And I'll be done.
Dusted.
Finito.


Can't wait!
As it is...I must dash lessons lessons lessons...

"Right from the start
You were a thief you stole my heart
And I your willing victim
I let you see the parts of me
That weren't all that pretty
And with every touch you fixed them"

Thinking about summer gone:

Thinking about how much I hurt someone.

Guilt :(

I never meant to hurt anyone, let alone do that.

Sometimes I am a terrible terrible person...

The good days keep a comin'

Yesterday was my 23rd.

It started as every Saturday does (and in that effect every birthday does).  Me wallowing in my pit, clutching me head (drunk still this time), hand wandering to my boobs and me thinking "Yes, definitely south, skin is definitely more stretchy", and groaning every time my phone whistled another Facebook post, though lacking the energy to knock it onto silent mode.

I was doubly ignorant this time as my uncle and auntie dropped by. *knock knock knock* - "I'm not getting it, someone else will...", *door opens, door shuts, car drives off*.  Oops.  *Goes back to sleep*.

By 11am I staggered out and got ready, found envelopes left on the chair outside of my room.  One was slightly thicker than any other...this excited me - Finally car insurance?  Nope, brothers card was 3D.  But was gorgeous nevertheless.

Swallowed, with great difficulty, my Chip shop dinner before getting together the odds for the Grand National and going to pay for it.  And what a fantastic day it was.  It was oh so sunny!!

The good days.

The clocks have gone forward, and light nights and feelings of summer have come flooding in.

Yesterday may have been the best day of my life so far, including since I graduated :)

Early start, a wander around Durham's streets, 2 hours of Starbucks and practicing sums and peeking my nose in on shops.
A train to Newcastle, my first McD's of the day.
A half hour sit outside a Cathedral, listening to the chimes counting down to entering the test centre like a death toll.
Walking in and feeling so so nervous.
Walking out with a smile on my face.
A wander to the train station, jump on board and at the Metro Centre.  Beating my bf at Air Hockey, losing the puck in the dodgems.  Playing arcade games, running hand in hand around the mall, shopping.
Heading to Newcastle again, changing in the car park, walking down the street.
JOSH WIDDICOMBE and SEANN WALSH walking behind us.  Boyfriend launching himself at him, directing them to the nearest Nando's.
A happy happy boyfriend.  Grabs my hand, tells me that it's the best week of his life, that he's in love with me...

And that's where it made my day, best day of my life.

:)

He finally said it :).

And the show with Josh and Seann was amazing too :) LOL comedy genius.

Can someone wind back time please?