Today feels like the end of my placement. It's not, it's not by a long shot but it's getting there. No more constant emails or texts through my own private time. No more working til midnight (meh it'll happen still but never mind). No more sleepless nights thinking about lessons.
It's done.
It's over.
Well not really but almost.
I still have two days and two lessons to do. But the worst is over. The report is done and now I'm just tying up all the loose ends up. Life may resume again.
But whilst I'm looking up Buddhism stuff for tomorrow. Check out this meditation video :) Relaxes me :)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GJjafJouvt4
Wednesday, February 13, 2013
Saturday, February 2, 2013
Parents.
I'm 22. I'm slaving at a full time post-graduate certificate of Education. And I hate my life.
My parents have always been omnipresent in my life. Now think of that as a God-like quality. They are always there, they are always influencing me, they are always pressurising me. But they are never actually there.
My parents have always been omnipresent in my life. Now think of that as a God-like quality. They are always there, they are always influencing me, they are always pressurising me. But they are never actually there.
Monday, January 28, 2013
Oh woe is me.
One thing I hate - is placement.
I'm on it and I hate it.
I really do hate it.
Handed the kids half an hour earlier than expected = half an hour of having to kill at the end.
Up at 6.45, in at 8.15, out at 5.15, lesson planning still now.
Oh woe is me.
I'm on it and I hate it.
I really do hate it.
Handed the kids half an hour earlier than expected = half an hour of having to kill at the end.
Up at 6.45, in at 8.15, out at 5.15, lesson planning still now.
Oh woe is me.
Saturday, January 26, 2013
"I'm falling for you too"
Imagine this scene...
The snow is coming down non-stop. The centimetres are growing, and your wellies are sunk to their kneecaps. The sky is white, the land is white, the children are white. They're sledging down the hill with smiles plastered on their face because they have the day off.
And I get a text.
"Oh I have something to tell you"
"What?!"
"Tell you when I see you"
The snow is coming down non-stop. The centimetres are growing, and your wellies are sunk to their kneecaps. The sky is white, the land is white, the children are white. They're sledging down the hill with smiles plastered on their face because they have the day off.
And I get a text.
"Oh I have something to tell you"
"What?!"
"Tell you when I see you"
Saturday, January 12, 2013
This week has been one of beauty
In terms of the sky that is...
And today it is 2 months <3. Time flies when you're having fun :)
And today it is 2 months <3. Time flies when you're having fun :)
Tuesday, January 8, 2013
A New Lease of Life
Having never felt happier lately in my actual personal life I find that I am happier in all aspects of my life.
Gone are the woes and depression over what people think in my course. Whether my class teacher really does have a problem with me or whether I'm just a really bad teacher. These worries have gone. Now that I'm happy I could be blasted by my placement school for being unprofessional, unrealistic, unable to teach for threepence or just in general rubbish. I could be kicked out from this house, run over by a car, get fined thousands of pounds, land in prison...and I'd still be happy.
Gone are the woes and depression over what people think in my course. Whether my class teacher really does have a problem with me or whether I'm just a really bad teacher. These worries have gone. Now that I'm happy I could be blasted by my placement school for being unprofessional, unrealistic, unable to teach for threepence or just in general rubbish. I could be kicked out from this house, run over by a car, get fined thousands of pounds, land in prison...and I'd still be happy.
Saturday, January 5, 2013
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